Mouse over at The Power Exchange used a word in her post that summed up how I feel.
So simple but complete havoc on my mind. With Him gone I find myself just floating through the days.
The house is a mess. The yard needs to be prepared for winter. I have to get ready to move. And yet, I am not marking anything off of the to do list. I really just need Him to walk through the door at the end of the day. I need to know He approves of my hard work and get that little smile and words of praise.
I am such a bad slave.
I should do things because it is what He expects of me. Not for the praise.