Wednesday, October 22, 2014


I am not scared of the dark.

Bumps and noises do not bother me when He is gone.

I don't worry about monsters under the bed or a big scary man breaking into the house. 

I just don't. It has never been an issue.

Last night I spent 3 hours in complete panic over a bad dream. I woke up unable to breathe- Unable to move. I have never had a nightmare like that. And it was such a short simple dream. Someone was living in our Attic and coming into the house while we were asleep or gone. I walked into the the room and he was there. I could describe him to a police sketch artist it is so clear.

So I spent hours laying in bed staring at the ceiling.  


  1. I hate those kind of vivid nightmares. sometimes i have to force myself out of bed and walk around the house before trying to sleep. hope you have a better night tonight.

  2. Luckily she was able to get hold of my via Facebook. It took a while but I got her calmed down. I hate that I am not here to hold you and make things better little one. I love you.