30 Days of Truth - Day Five

Something you hope to do in your life. 

I don’t have a huge list of things I want to do in my life. I like to do simple things like hike and play with my kids and stay at home with Sir. I do have one dream. Someday I want to go to the Galapagos Islands. I want to see the giant tortoises and walk where Darwin walked. I have dreamed of those islands since I was a child.

New Car

He still surprises me often and today He topped them all.

Some wives get flowers when their husbands are gone. Or cute little love notes. But not me. My Sir bought me a new car! He is on the other side of the world and He found a way to buy a car here in the states.  Not just any car. A 2014 Nissan Pathfinder Platinum 4x4 with every little thing you could add to it. It is beautiful. It is more than anything I had ever expected. He is a wonderful Master and I am a very spoiled pet.

I did find out why He bought this SUV. It is large enough to put a crate in the back and has tie down points so that He can secure it. He has some devilish plans for me in mind 

Good News

We have been stationed at the same base for a total of 8 years. It is a nice small town. We own a home, have friends, are close to family, and generally like it. BUT it has been 8 years in the same place with high crime rates, most people do not speak English and I do not speak Spanish, and we are close to family.

Yes, I know our family was on the good and the bad list.   ;)

We joined the military to see the world. We wanted to travel. Move to Italy or Japan and let our kids experience everything the world can offer us. We are literally 20 mins from our home state. My family is less than 2 hours from us. This is not seeing the world.

Thankfully we received a new assignment. We will be moving after He comes home to a wonderful base. It isn't Italy but I am happy to just get out of here. I have so much to do but I also have over 6 months until he comes home.

I am also happy to announce that I will start the "30 days of Submission" that I have read on so many different blogs on August 1st. My dear friend over at Big D lil s will be doing it with me so hopefully we will be able to keep each other on track. Maybe.....Ok. It may take us longer than the 30 days - We are busy slaves after all - but we will try to answer all the questions.

Something New

We returned from our camping trip on Sunday exhausted. It is wonderful getting away from everything and spoiling our children. We went on a tour of the Caverns, hiked, and watched the boys play on the playground. It was wonderful. We took the boys to the river to play before packing up camp and heading home. They LOVED floating down the river with us and we stayed a lot longer than we had planned.

Once home, after the long drive, we had to unpack and get everything ready for our week which took forever. We finally had some alone time late that night while taking our shower. He has mentioned 'water-sports' off and on for the last couple of weeks. Not a real conversation about it, just little off comments that only a slave would pick up on. I knew what was coming.

Sunday during the shower He decided that we would 'start slow'. He had me face Him and then I felt his warm piss run down my legs. He slowly turned me around until He was relieving himself across my ass.  He was rock hard when He finished and He quickly came. He told me that it was one of the most fulfilling things He has ever done. I am sure we will be trying it again in the near future. My only problem was that I did not get a lot out of it. Maybe it was the position we were in or the fact that I was not really expecting Him to try it so soon. I think it needs to be more ritualistic for me. A way for me to kneel before him and worship the wonderful Master that I have. Who knows?  I did go to bed feeling very frustrated since it had been four days since I had been allowed to cum. The joys of being a slave.

Maybe the World Needs More D/S

We spent the weekend with my parents. I grew up on a small farm/ranch and really miss the country life. We don't get to go home nearly as much as I would like but that is the Military life. I always find it hard to merge my family and my submission. Our lifestyle is private and they would not understand or approve.

I found myself thinking several times over the weekend that other couples could use a little D/s. My parents love each other but they fight sometimes over the craziest things. Things that we never fight about. My Mom makes little comments about how my Dad does something and then my Dad will blurt something back. And then the fight is on.

If I said the things she said, the way she said, I would find myself getting a spanking or (worse to me) a hard pinch on one of the soft parts of my body that immediately bruises. He is able to sneak these painful little pinches in when we are not alone and I can not let others know I am in discomfort. No tears, no little whimper. Nothing. I just have to stand there and take it. I think that is why he likes it.

But - back to my original train of thought.

Why do vanilla couples judge our lifestyle? We never fight. We love each other for who we really are - a Dominate and a submissive. How can they honestly think that their lifestyle full of disagreements and snarky comments is better than ours?

An Unexpected Trip

He just called. We get to go stay overnight in the 'city'.  ( Its not really a city - just 200,000 people - but it is so much better than our little town of 17,000. ) I love getting to go to a Hotel. I love getting to go to a restaurant. Hell, I love going anywhere that isn't here.

After I got through doing my happy dance it finally sunk in. We are going to the City and taking both boys with us. Yup. No playing. It only took a second for me to regain my happiness and start making the mental lists of everything I have to do before 3 pm.

I have my two week check up tomorrow and will hopefully get released to do more activities. No sex....but maybe a little more.  Fingers Crossed!